Beautiful life filled with sunflowers =)

2008-09-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

Say goodbye and say hola with me cause my holiday are coming soon soon soon! Alright, i kind of miss the girls and the staff nurses there. Thanks for all the laughter,delicious delicacy and teaching that you guys had brought into my life. I appreciated that,seriously. After all these, i should just relax myself a lil. Okay, now i want to go to some cafe using my lappy,playing games,reading story books and drinking my fav mocha at Starbucks and get a yummy yogurt by my side.

Things I want to do WITH MONEY:

Spa

manicure

Pedicure

buy dress

buy skirt

buy tops

buy bags

buy slipper

buy heels

Things I want to do WITHOUT MONEY:

tidy up my room

work with mom driving me thru and fro to her workplace

Bring my sister out to the playground

Go to my grandma's house

stay at home watch telly

talk to the 4 walls

pray to God

2008-08-31T01:49:00.002+08:00

I miss Adeline
I miss Nazira
I miss Jess
I miss going out with them even thou its only once?

I miss Stephen
I miss Xinying
I miss Shirleen
I miss Jeanette
I miss Sheryl
I miss Shaun
I miss Esther
I miss Kenneth
I miss Daniel
I miss Johnny
I miss Titus
Aye, i miss everyone seriously.

This one week of my attachment really shot me down BUT yet I'm enjoying whatever i'm doing now.That's my dream and it shall come to reality after 3 years! HAHA!So back to the topic. I kinda miss alot of people when 'm always on my way home.

Not forgetting the one that i adore-Abba father.
I will never forget how He strengthen me when 'm tire.
How He lift me up when i failed
How He comforted me when 'm in need
How He assured me when 'm in stress
How He provide me when 'm in financial difficulty
How He see me thru every obstacles
His Love is unconditioned and i Thank Him for that (:

Oh how many times have i broken your heart
But still you forgive
For only i ask.
Oh how many times
Have you heard me pray.
Draw near to me.
I love you God,that's true (:

2008-08-21T20:40:00.002+08:00

One sentence
REJOICE WITH ME!!!
HAHAHA!
EXAM HAD FINALLY ENDED OFF!!! WOOHOO!
SHOPPING HERE I COME! ((((:
I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY UR HOLIDAY BEFORE OUR ATTACHMENT!!!
HAVE FUN!

2008-08-20T19:30:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with no replying? If its a message with a question mark then yar,people can choose not to reply. But what if a questions is being ask and there's still no reply? one solution: THROW AWAY UR PHONE!

sorry for being so random.

2008-08-15T23:48:00.002+08:00

Bye my beloved sociology and psychology paper! WOOHOO! A lil' of my burden is lighten. heh. Um so today paper was DOABLE and i basically searching for answer only instead of reading the questions. HAHA! alright, i ve to admit ivan-our lecturer was nice to us cause he gave us the GREATEST HINTS! All credits goes to IVAN!! (((: Omgomg.now 'm worried bout my exam on monday,tues and thurs.sigh. I'm praying hard that the feeling wont come again :/

God,your almighty and ur bigger than our problems.
'm sure you will overcome it with me!
(:

2008-08-11T12:24:00.002+08:00

Exam is coming up about 2 days time and if anyone does annoy me,'ll be super pissed off. Hey,'m not perfect and neither are people around me. I guess all the stress are just piling up and making me breathless!Do i always have to please people to make them feel included? Why?! i mean if u think u are being outcast or else,do something bout it.Sometime it takes 2 hands to clap so job can be done as fast as possible. right right right! see, not many people can tell what's inside of me. only some.awww, please stop saying you will be there for a person for the sake of saying.Just what you want to do is to dig out some stuffs that you ought to know from a person and be a busybody.If you dont have a close relationship with a person,how can a person just simply revealed all things to you. the trust is not there,for God sake. Oh well,all we have to do is have some faith and pray for a better day. sorry, 'm just venting all my exam anger!

Everything is gonna be alright,Rachel (:

2008-08-06T19:46:00.004+08:00

Every seven minutes, somewhere in the world,someone is falling in love.

Every six minutes, 2 women eating and sit down for a good talk.

Every five minutes, someone,somewhere is doing a good deed.

Every 4 minutes,someone stops and says," Thanks, i needed that."

Every 3 minutes,someone hugs someone else in need.

Every 2 minutes, someone comfort a crying friend.

Every minutes of the day and night,somewhere in the world,someone is at prayer,saying,

"Thanks you..." to God who sustains us all.

I'm amazed.

While 'm walking down the road,your name appeared in my mind. It brought me back to where we met in the beginning. Do you know that friendship is like a plant to me.We started out with just a seed in our hands,preparing to see which friend can we pass this seed onto.We might hand this seed over to the wrong person at the wrong time and at the wrong place.But we know is that,if this seed cant grow well in this particular plant,it will soon perish. True?let's look at the other angle.What if we place this seed to the right person,right time and the right place?The result is obvious isnt it. Soon the seed will develop into a small leaves and lastly to a big tree.Yet we know that everything we invest there must be some sacrifices being make.There goes the same with our friendship.I dont know what will happen 3 years down the road,but i hope that nothing will split us up. It's like the process of planting a tree. There's time when the plant will dehydrate cause we are busy with our own things and tends to neglect our precious plant.It goes the same for us. Its like our friendship.Argument and fight are inevitable and we will be quiet for a while and walk in our own ways.But no matter how busy we're its hard for us not to notice the plant being left unattended cause we will walk by the plant everyday and so we will water the plant again and allow it to breathe and grow. Ah-ha! Link it to our friendship.No matter what attitude we show each other or argue about we will soon try to solve it and apologize to one another. If we dont solve all the issues that is in our heart,the thoughts will have a strong hold on us.um. So i hope that our friendship will keep going up to the next level and never drop. Although its just a few months of friendship but i know i will never regret making this choice to plant this seed into your one and only heart,Adeline (((:

2008-08-04T23:30:00.003+08:00

Oh wells,basically this speaks the whole picture.This is what 'm facing now and i guess i might face insufficient oxygen sooner or later.So people be kind to me and get me a OXYGEN TANK just in case. My oh my,what a wonderful month.plenty of exams,coming my way.Zip-Pi-Di-DU-Da-Zi-Pi-De-DAY! [Its a song for your info] (:

RAHHHHH! I HATE MR AND MRS EXAM!

AWWWWW! I HEARTS MR AND MRS HOLIDAY!

GRRRRRRR! I HATE MR AND MRS STRESS!

HEHEHEHE! I HEART MR GOD.

Alright, 'm crazy.

2008-07-29T21:40:00.003+08:00

3 division of our brain

One says,our brain are divided into 3 parts-Small,medium and BIG.Alright i got to admit that although i studied biology but i never come across this.tsk. So back to the topic.Let just imagine if you're facing a challenge which you find its hard for you to have a break thru,what will you normally do?The challenges can be ur studies,peers,work and all.For some people they might as well give up and forget everything but the rest would prolly be trying very hard to achieve it. What has it got to do with our brain then? Everyone knows that our brain is the most powerful object that is able to control our mind.So whenever u face challenges, you will start to FEEL.'m human and so are you. We all have feeling,dont we? Do you know our small brain is always the "devil" that always pull us down,discourage us and always make us feel that the situation gonna turn out bad. But hey!Lets dont neglect out BIG brain cause it plays a major role!Our Big brain is what so called the "logic" brain where by all your facts are already there.So if you really want to solve your problems,think of some stuffs that will swing you up,that will motivate you and empower you. Never Never Never and Never allow your small brain to swing you down! If not you will always be struggling with your problems(:

2008-07-28T19:12:00.002+08:00

Bianca Ryan-Pray for a better day. [ Love this song so so much!]

Pray for a bet-ter day
Ohhhhh
Pray for a bet-ter day

Sometimes it feels like nobody cares
Sometimes it feels like your the only one who's there

And I cry myself to sleep
And I wake up on my knees
And I pray for a better day

Sometimes it hurts so much more than I say
I try to keep it inside but I wear it on my face

When it feels like i'm falling
Feels like i'm falling
Ohhhh
That's when I pray
For a better day

I know it's there on the horizon
And it's just about to break
Tomorrow's coming around
Don't let today bring you down
All you have to do is have some faith
And pray for a better day

Pray for a bet-ter day
Yeah yeah

Just when I think that there's no where to go
Just when I think that i've hit my lowest low

And it feels like i'm crawling
Feels like i'm crawling
Oh that's when I pray
For a better day

I know it's there on the horizon
And it's just about to break
Tomorrow's coming around
Don't let today bring you down
All you have to do is have some faith
And pray for a better day

I wanna live a life full of meaning(full of meaning)
I wanna make the world a better place(A better place)
I wanna find my fairy tale
I'm waiting for my ship to sailI wanna be who
I canShow them all who I am
Won't ever give up on the world

I'm gonna pray
For a better day(for a better day)
And I know it's there
I know it's there
And it's just about to break

Tomorrow's coming around
Don't let today bring you down
All you have to do is have some
All you have to do is have some
All you oughta do is have some faith

*true for everyone? This song can motivate me at times (((:

2008-07-27T20:11:00.005+08:00

Get the pictures?Oh my. I'm having a bad sore throat and tmr is my presentation. WELL DONE! -.- So what's now?Fever start crawling in and now my whole body is burning.RAHH! Why whenever exam is coming then I'll get real sick. stupid devil! So today met up with my BBF to talk and hey, i love talking to her everyday of my life, But sigh,have to study and all so have to leave early. sorry my dear.Yea,She's the one that know me inside out.I'm glad i have her as my BFF! I know you will stick with me thru out and ur irreplaceable. ((((: Heh heh. And i LOVE YOU! i know you do too! HAHHAAH!

2008-07-24T23:46:00.002+08:00

I'll complete the sentence for you,Mrs bear.

"If ever you need me,I'm here!"

heh.

I dont mind going for an extra mile for a friend

who is worth my time.

I admit i choose my friend wisely.

Friend that i know i can entrust them with my life.

Friends that will swing me up and not swing me down.

Friends that will share my burden besides my joy.

Friends that dont take me for granted.

So.

People who read my blog,choose ur friends wisely.

Those who mix with the wise will be wise.

Those who mix with the fools will be destroy.

you choose your life (:

2008-07-22T19:27:00.003+08:00

I hate it, i hate it and i hate it.

why does it has to come and haunt me again!

leave me alone.

sigh.

2008-07-19T00:16:00.003+08:00

Jigsaw puzzle is form by people.[nono.]

SHAME=identity

Someone told me if you are shame of yourself then you will lack of bonus and authority in your life. How true. As i look upon my life and as well as other people's life,i felt that we always care about how people look at us and how they feel about us. many times people are always trying to please one another by changing their style,character,attitudes and all.Um. Dont they feel tire bout it?Where by they think by changing this,the rest will also like it. But WRONG! cause different people have different ways of looking at things. If things can develop and change in just one night FOR GOOD, 'm amaze! Cause for what i see and experienced, we cant change the habit that we carry for years for a better in just one night! HA! It kept me thinking that what kind of self-image we form determine our behaviours. I know i dont please MEN just because they want me to act in their way. But i want to please someone who is so close to me in my heart-my Abba father! ((:

I love you jesus,

I grow up loving you.

I love you jesus,

i grow up serving you.

2008-07-17T00:54:00.002+08:00

Fly freely like a butterfly!

One practical test down! Yup,'m exhilarated! ((: The test was quite easy and i know i will score good grade cause God is with me! So we end out lesson at 9.45 to be accurate and i went to eat breakfast with my friends. Time flies and we sat at the macs till 11 plus. Whoa.Aye, 'm pretty lazy to blog now cause my brain is going to shut down sooner or later. shouldnt have stay up till 11 plus ytd to study my bio! tsk tsk tsk! BUT BUT BUT, wed is the only day i can allow myself to have a BREAK! Heh. Alright shall end here and i wish everybody have a sweet dreams! Goodnight!

Everyday i live

I know you are my God.

I life my face and look to you my God.

Even when the mountain trembles

And a thousand fall,

I will stand with you

My Jesus

Take my all!

2008-07-15T00:13:00.001+08:00

oh my. Look,what's e time now?clap clap!all e bones are haunting me,lyk now?!sigh.'m trying to read all e bio lecture notes now and another piece of GOOD NEWS-SEM EXAM ARE COMING. Well done -.- that's e disadvantages of coming to nyp,it's lyk ur back in secondary school days where u have to allow mr or mrs paper to be ur friends!tsk.i thought i don't have to face all thing but but but STILL HAVE! omgomg. Um.but there's someone i always rely unto His strength,that's none other den God :) i really needs him everyday,desperatly!God, i know u won't forsake me and ur faithful. I'm willing to go an extra mile for u. Alright,back to study again!rahh!take care and all e best for whoever is taking bio practical with us!cheers! :) oh, ADELINE!ALL E BEST FOR UR LAB PRACTICAL!DO UR VERY BEST! AWAITING FOR UR GOOD NEWS!I BELIEVE U CAN! :) GOODNIGHT EVERYONE :)

2008-07-10T22:55:00.002+08:00

I searched among the card displays,
To see if I could find,
A little something that would say
Just what was on my mind.

However there was not a one,
That captured it just right,
For no one else can understand
Just what I'd like to write.

Mere words cannot describe
The many qualities you show,
The love and caring nature that
You share with those who know.

The loving gesture through the years,
That quickly come to my mind.
For the gentle words you gave,
Open up the light in my heart.

I struggle and I search to try,
To find some words anew,
And yet I cannot find
All the things that make you you.

I shall therefore, be satisfied
That you must simply know,
Just how I feel about you,
For with words I cannot show.

(:

The dark cloud has gone and i could see Mr sun.
Deep in my heat,
I want the friendship between you and me to blossom,
Not perish.
You are part of my life
Not Apart.
I hope you know
And this entry is just for you.
If you do view mt blog.

2008-07-06T20:30:00.002+08:00

Alright,recently my blog entries has been filled with dull colours. colours that doesnt bring light into my life.somehow Disappointment set in and my heart is pounding very slowly each time from now on.Um.guess that's the meaning,i've give up. Not totally but slowly? I've got no idea,seriously.The words you've said hurts me or prolly you wont know or prolly you dont even think it might sound hurtful to people around you or prolly you thought i could accept this kind of joke or prolly,or prolly,or prolly...sigh,whatever. If i am able to stop and rewind the time,i wish and i wish this few words will not come out from your mouth.But I CANT,cause 'm not God.Do you ever had those kind of feeling where by your tear just want to flow down so freely and at the same time you have to keep yawning so that people will not know? Do you have it?C'mon, tell me you've so at least you know how i feel. As i observed, i know which categories i am in and the level of treatment I've received. I kept telling myself its just a joke but the words you spoke leave a scar. Omgomg,the words keep lingering on my mind. I WANT GOD SO SO MUCH,LIKE NOW!!! I WANT HIS PROTECTION,LOVE,PRESENCE AND ALL NOW!Tmr is my practical test and I've study enough and i shall lead onto God's strength and not mine. (: God bless people who're taking labby test tmr and not forgetting me! HAHA!

2008-07-03T00:42:00.003+08:00

life is good,i can't complain.um,today 1/4 of my load is being lifted up cause one test paper down.so in order to allow rachel to relax herself a lil',she intended to meet up shaun and kenneth to play pool and play bball! :) yay!shaun, i won u for e pool game ONCE.that's only happen once in my life time cause he's way to good.not forgetting kenneth,he's good too! I din win him,not even ONCE!tsk.i'll try to train up e next time. Heh.alright,so after our late dinner we took a cab to shaun's bball court and what?PEOPLE ARE PLAYING SOCCER!TSK TSK TSK!that's a bball court,people. Haha.poor kenneth,have to carry bball around.oh,so we headed to shaun's place instead and his room has a identical stuff with me-hand sofa!haha. After on was photo taking session! Took lotsa stupid.retro.funny.lovely and blury photos! Some of e pictures are nice which is taken by shaun :) will update pictures after he sends me! Haha.tire yet a fun fun day. Tmr have to start rushing for projects alr! -.-

2008-07-02T00:13:00.002+08:00

The MEGA picture is changing,Everyone is different. I knew that this day will come somehow! sigh. Why whenever people step out of their comfort zone and enter into a new zone,problems will start coming in again? Is it inevitable hur? tsk tsk. seriously, i do not like this feeling neither do the rest. What is my wish list thru out this years is that i wont get involve in any argument and being mistaken,pls! It's been a trauma to me and i dont wish to taste it again.Puke! um.I dont wish to listen to friends saying why din help me and all cause i want to hear from 2 parties stories. This is when i know whose right and wrong. Come what may. sigh. In my heart i only request that i'm not being hate by people and even if they hate me,spell WHATEVER!Who knows?People can have many faces and you will never know. Is the matters of time frame.I know whose my friend that i can entrust them with my life. I want that kind of rare friend,if i ever get hold of this kind of friend i will not let it go. BUT I WILL HOLD IT EVEN TIGHTER THEN BEFORE!will you be one of the rare friends that 'm looking for?Alright, tmr is lab theory test and all the best to group 16!! much loves! ((((:

2008-06-26T23:22:00.004+08:00

what a day to end off.OKAY!I ADMITTED THAT I MISPLACE MY EARRING SOMEWHERE AND U HAD ALREADY REPRIMANDED ME! SO WHAT'S NEXT?MY MAID TRYING TO ADD IN EXTRA WORDS TO MAKE THE WHOLE SITUATION WORSE! WHAT IS THIS!! HEY,THAT'S MY ROOM!WHY DO U HAVE TO TELL MY MOM THAT MY LIL'S SISTER TOOK MY LIL' THINGS AND PLAY THAT IS DANGEROUS TO HER? COME'ON! I CLOSED MY DOOR BEFORE I WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY TO PREVENT MY LIL' SISTER FROM ENTERING BUT YOU YOU YOU OPENED THE DOOR TO CLEAN UP MY ROOM AND MY LIL' SISTER FOLLOWED U. OH MAN,OF CAUSE SHE HAD TO FOLLOW U RIGHT. FOR GOD SAKE!WHAT'S UR MOTIVATION? SAYING DONT SAY RACHEL,IT'S NOT HER FAULT.I'M JUST TRYING TO SAY LIL' SISTER TOOK ALL THE SMALL LIL STUFF AND PLAY WHICH CAN BE QUITE DANGEROUS.SO?I DONT EVEN GIVE 2 HOOTS BOUT IT!OMGOMG!IF IT IS NOT MY FAULT,WHY DO U HAVE TO SAY IT OUT? MAKE SENSE?COME'ON I JUST CAME BACK FROM MY GUITAR LESSON AND I'VE TO PICK UP A UNNECESSARY FIGHT WITH YOU? GIVE ME A BREAK!RAHH! REALLY GETTING MY NERVES DOWN!RAHHHH!GRRRRR!AHHHHH! SHIT. DONT KNOW WHAT KIND OF SCREAM THAT CAN ALLOW ME TO RELIEVE MY ANGER!

2008-06-25T20:22:00.002+08:00

Just thought it thru that life is very fragile,seriously. sigh. losing ur love ones is really unacceptable and unpredictable. you might not know when will you ever lose them but you know you gonna leave you someday. Alright, i know that everyone has to go thru death but its the matter of time frame. If everyone can choose, who would want their beloved to leave them? sigh. Recently my leader talked bout it saying that he went over to sichuan and saw alot of corpse being buried.The scene was indescribable. He said that life is precious and so we should cherish our life. i told my mom what if one day she wasnt around by my side. Who the next person who can give me constant love besides God and Dad? i wondered.Um people who live in Singapore are fortunate and should be proud of what is given. Prices keep raising thou. RAHHH! But again, government is good that he build out country with strong foundation that disaster will not set in that fast. okay, got to go already! This entry seem so random but hey, ITS MY BLOG! (:

2008-06-19T16:15:00.003+08:00

3 days of work was hectic yet fun! Why?! It's because i have huiyu with me!She's a crazy girl with full of jokes!Apparently she is lousy at pasting stickers.HAHAHA! 'm miss smart-GOOD AT PASTING STICKER COMPARED TO HER!HAHA!Um.sorry honey had to let u go home with 2 small yellow stickers at ur back. HEH! Aye,i just cant stop thinking bout it.It's just so fun!AHAHA! try harder to stick on me okay. HEH. So i need to settle down some stuffs before i can say hi to NYP again.TSK TSK! I WANT MORE HOLIDAY PLEASE!!!AWWWW.

Things i've yet to accomplish :
Poly clinic for some school stuff.[TSK!]
Revise my practical lab theory,[exam coming in week 12]
Pass my Final theory test driving[Drag,drag,drag]
Meet up with Mel for some chit-chatting[FRIDAY!!!]
Go eski pub with hui yu and some other friends[MR SAT 'm coming!]

OMGOMG! I cant for MR SAT! WHY? Cause i wanna try out the pub I've yet to go. HUIYU,DONT GET HIGH OKAY.If NOT I'LL HIGH WITH YOU! HAHAH!But of this have to wait after i've attened my church service.Praise God is the most important thingy i wanna do and 'm meeting rui jie and prolly hu xin to go church! ((: I hope they will love it (:

2008-06-14T00:31:00.002+08:00

The sky is so cloudy but God is good,He chased the dark cloud away and allowed Mr sun to come on our way.Praise God for that (: Um.today was group 16 BBQ day and it's also our FIRST TIME HAVING A CLASS BBQ.Cheers Everyone! HAHA! It was not a regrettable day but an unforgettable memories that will stalled in everyone mind for a long long term. I'm sure they enjoyed themselves alot.I mean seriously A LOT! Guess who i saw?WINSON CHIN-one of my church mates!oh well,that shows how BIG SINGAPORE IS! HAHAHA!Thanks to my adorable Adeline waited together with me until 6p.m before she can eat.[For certain reason!]Thanks babe.So went to rent a bicycle and a pair of roller blade to play around and to deliver the foods over to our pit. HEH.Omgomg,i still yearn for more BBQ,group 16!where we can sit down at the beach at night,talking and feeling the night breeze.barbecuing our foods together in the noon,playing all the kid's games yet still so fun.HAHA! Can you guys feel it? To me,its nice and wonderful!The quality of time spent with you guys allows me to understand and cherish one another more.I love you guys,inexplicably.

Um.But i wasn't so happy cause i din know that my church mates is going for a night cycling until jean told me. yea,i know that you guys know i cant stay out late and bla bla bla but at least text me or give me a call to ask me,that actually makes me feel that u guys din left me out.Well,nevermind thou. Its sucha small thing,Rachel. Sigh. I shouldn't be so petty bout it but its just a word-sad.Hope they enjoy themselves (:

2008-06-10T22:51:00.002+08:00

Friday

Proclaiming its holiday!WOOHOO! Oh, Miss holiday you should come earlier and don’t go forever! HAHA! Um.we had our soccer match with a mixture of cocky,humble[group 16] and the nice peeps[the people we play with].one word,spelled FUN!So our last day of school ended up nice and fun.BUT BUT BUT i have to leave early cause i have to attend church.sorry guys. I knew you all will still enjoy without me. (:

Sat
Was a rotten day yet fun in the beginning!you not gonna believe what 'm gonna say later.omgomg! Let's talk bout the good news-JOHNNY IS BACK WITH US & ITS CHAPPY's BURPDAY!So after our church thingy we went down to city hall to give him a surprise and he treated us starbuck (: THANK BURPDAY BOY! anyway i brought what i've learnt in school to my church mates-CHOP CHILLI AND ROCK GAME!!! HAHAH!Looks lyk everyone did enjoy the game very very much! HAHA!Here comes the BOO-BOO PART!Rachel have to climb over the gate at 3.30a.m. That's her punishment from her dad cause her dad usually play this kind of game that lead her goes GRRRRR!HAHA!But dad is always nice, once Rachel says sorry to him and all!I LOVE YOU DAD! HAHAHA!

Sunday
working=no life
working=earn $$=go buy lotsa things

Monday
sigh. guess my 2 weeks holiday will be occupied by work!tsk tsk tsk. Alright,Rachel will think positive! cause work allows her to earn alot of money so that she can bless her friends around her and she can get new stuff! ITS GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!! OMGOMG! HERE I COME!

2008-06-01T20:09:00.002+08:00

Happy Burpday to the one and only honey-FATIN![that was ytd] (((: Alrighty,'m looking forward for the up-coming 2 weeks holiday!The breaks are short thou.
Things I'm craving for :
*FREEDOM BACK[maid backed!]
*date with huiyu
*beauty sleep
*date with xinyi
*play roller-blade
Things i need to do[unwillingly] :
*Work![mom has already planned it]
*Driving [to reduce more nagging coming up]

having a very very bad sore throat now and tmr is my PRESENTATION! Its like OH-WHAT-A-DAY!Thank Daniel for ur strapsils and green tea! (((: I'm happy I've caring friends around me. alrighty,i got to rest now,SERIOUSLY! So Rachel has to keep her mouth shut until tmr! Goodnight everybody! loveeees!

2008-05-30T22:27:00.002+08:00

Dear Dairy,
Today our lecture started late due to some urgent stuff that teacher needed to attend.meanwhile we played the R.O.C.K & Chop Chilly Chop Games to kill time and build relationship with one another.HEH. i know it sounded like a kid games but it was FUN,FUN and STILL FUN!(((: After that my day was totally RAHH[cause i feel lyk shouting at him at the top of my lung!]&URGGG[cause I'm super angry and yet don't know what to do to him.Like seriously!]Tsk.Pleas mind your hand alrighty.The first time u did it,i took it that u did not do it on purpose.but TODAY you did it again!Not once but TWICE & TRICE!What's wrong with you?I dont like to say i HATE you or else but look,what u did today?!?I'm SUPER URBAN EXTREMELY PISSED OFF WITH YOU YOU AND ONLY YOU! [L.Y.Q] DONT YOU FEEL ASHAME OF WHAT YOU DID? I THINK YOU SIMPLY THROW ALL THE GUYS FACE!tsk tsk tsk.oh pls do me a favour.spell PERVERTIC! Thanks for destroying my "NICE" DAY!Alright,move on! (: after the tutorial,went out with fatin,Nana,Adeline to city hall to chill and shop.It was really enjoyable.I can't denied that whenever there's them,laughter will just pop out.What does it means? If i laugh my ass out=my sore throat will not get well!heh. But i love 'em all! DO they? i dunno. HAHA!Ummmm,what can i say? with them,my day will always filled with sunshine and not rain.Alrighty dairy,I'm turning in soon.Goodnight &honey dream to those we read my blog (:

2008-05-28T22:59:00.002+08:00

hooray,my maid is coming back this week! that means my work load will decrease and my free time will increase!HAHA! But I'm super sick now-fever and bad bad sore throat! tsk tsk tsk.sigh,was wondering why am i always sick when exam are coming! W-H-Y!Hopefully i will get healed from God! amen! haha!today lesson supposed to end early but due to the make up bio lesson,our class have to stay behind until 5! RAHHH! Thus after that went home straight and feeling super moody cause i wasnt feeling very well.somehow I'm thankful for friends who do care bout me and ask bout me.heh! Thank you friend,u know who u are[BFF] and the rest of my church mates! ((((: Yawn!turning in now and tmr I'm meeting Nana to study our sociology! goodnight and honey drim to everyone!!

2008-05-24T00:20:00.002+08:00

Maid really MATTERS to me,seriously!
I'm like counting down every single day just for my beloved maid.Apparently my maid still don't know that i miss her so much and I want her to be back by TMR!Tsk. 1 more week of doing all the sweeping,mopping,ironing and folding of clothes.JUST ONE MORE WEEK OKAY!

School really RAHHH today!Today our lesson supposed to end at 09.50A.M but cause of the misunderstanding in between bout the lab,we stayed until 5 P.M.While there;s still lotsa time,we rushed thru our projects because Monday is our sociology presentation and Tues is our critical thinking presentation. "GOOD DAY HUR!" HAHA! After on I went to eat lunch with Nana and Adeline at far east cause its way too early to go for the lab thingy.HAHA!Spending time to eat with them is really enjoying and all the NOT FUNNY NO,FUNNY NO,LESSON STARTED AT 3 NO and bla bla bla started coming out.All thanks to ADELINE!!! HAHAHA! Joking luh!She's a FUNNY WOMAN!Sigh,cant join them for the Jam And Hop held in Nyp.ARGHHH! Bye,my future boyfriend.AWWW.

Cell group was great!
Today there's a combine cell with another group peeps and it was great! Thanks wen Shan for leading us! (((: oh there goes our yelling,teasing one another and laughing aloud AGAIN!Its always been lyk this since our bond with each other are getting closer! Way to go,S35!!!sigh,Tmr i cant join my church mates!Tsk,not a good news anyway! Why i have to work,God?!? okay,still God is good in His way.There's surely got to have a reason for me to work! prolly my $$$ will increase to ten bucks per hour!?! HAHA!

AMAZING & EXCITING THINGS HAPPENED!TODAY IS GRADUATION DAY FOR THE GRADUATION PEEPS OF CAUSE.GUESS WHAT? FROM LEVEL 4 I SAW A GUY WHO LOOK QUITE CUTE AND HOT TO ME WEARING THE HIS GRADUATION SHIRT! OMGOMG.THE NEXT MOMENT I JUST WAVE TO HIM AND SMILE[DIN EXPECT ANYTHING BACK FROM HIM] BUT BUT BUT HE SMILE BACK TO ME! OMGOMG,'M MELTING IN HIS PRESENCE! HAHAHAH!'M GETTING EXAGGERATED I KNOW,JUST BEAR WITH ME!HAHA!OKAY,ITS COMMON FOR GIRLS TO SAY THAT AND I BELIEVE GUYS SAY THAT TOO!RIGHT GUY?!!? HAHAH! I CANT GET RID OF THE GUY IMAGE IN MY MIND NOW,IT STILL LINGER AROUND LUH! OMGOMG!I WISH,I WISH AND I WISH I WILL BUMP INTO HIM AGAIN!

2008-05-17T23:40:00.002+08:00

Alright,today my maid is flying off to her country-Thailand!which mean is also a fat burning session for me cause I've to take over her job.Things commanded by my BELOVED supervisor-MOM.
1.Sweep and mop the floor
2.do some ironing
3.wash toilet
4.arrange my room

advantages:
1.i can loose some kilo.HAHA!
2.My sis will help me![MUST!]
3.Prevent from getting any health problems!

Disadvantages:
1.FREE LABOUR!
2.Waste time!
3.Tire!

Hello my beloved maid,u know i love u so much rite.pls come back!
yawn! 'm going to sleep now,tmr have to work!what a day.Tsk tsk tsk!

2008-05-17T00:24:00.002+08:00

Hello blog,i misses u so much!HAHA!
guess what?Nyp is boring[pls nod with me]but friends around me added colour to it.My day would be colourless if I've yet to know this brunch of jokers!They are not only jokers but also "BROTHER BROTHER!" HAHA!Do you ever feel lyk u know ur friend for years but the actual facts is that you only know him/her for a couple of days?do you,do you?I had it but is in NYP.I don't know if this gonna be a bad or good news to certain people,but its gonna be a good new for me(: In other poly,prolly people are switching classes every sem but for us is a special case-stick with each other for 3 solid,fun,laughter years! HAHA!Oh well,so no matter what we faced in our group let's trash it out and dont back stab here and there. It's just a month and i heard bout the back stab stuff. How horrible.Trying not to get urself involve in many thing[e.g. talking to yiqing bout his problem]doesn't mean ur an angel.We're being nice people here to really help him and clarify things within us.It's not as if we're doing some bad thing hur.So don't just say u treat group 16 everyone equally but u arent talking to yiqing so much.I dont want to say this if i din see it with my own eyes. We're going to stick with each other for 3 years, so let it be a good year thru out yea,fad.I dont know if this really called backstab. but in my typical dictionary,backstabbing = you agree and do the same thing with us but in another hand ur doing something opposite and bad mouth people.
Anyway 'm super blessed that I've friends lyk nana,luqman,adeline,nazira,vani,jass and many more luh! They're my motivation to get up in the early morning to greet NYP! HAHA!thank you guys!Let's bring our friendship to the next level. cheers! ((((:

Ps,I love group 0816.

2008-05-11T01:19:00.002+08:00

it's SUNDAY and let us tell our mother how much we love her!!sounded as if i'm advertising mother's day.LOL.Ytd service was an extraordinary one and i knew everybody did enjoy themselves very much.tears just simply rolled down from my eyes when i saw each individual went up to e stage and expressed their love to their mother!their words were simple yet touching.i believe everyone can say that to ur mom. Its e matter whether u want to tell or not.knowing some ppl are those that doesn't really know how to express themselves toward their mom but i know definitely their mom would feel it.as for me, i would want to thank my heavenly father for being so nice to me cause He had given me an armo-bearer mom!i felt tat we shouldn't take our mom for granted and scold her for all right and wrong things that she had done for us.don't wait until e very last min then u notice her presence :) mom if u ever read my blog which i doubt so, i hope that i can have u accompany thru out my entire life!u play different kind of roles in e family and i know its tough.i love u esp when ur like my private nurse and nursed me when 'm sick. I know u din do it out of duty but love.e love tat no one can feel it only me.thanks for ur constant love that u gave it to me!i love u,inexplicably!lastly,happy mother's day and also to every mother in e world!

2008-05-06T20:54:00.001+08:00

'm super exhilarated that 'm being blessed by lotsa good friends in my class.friends said tat ppl in poly is way too different compared to secondary.negative thought thou.Well,i don't really agreed to it.God is great,He really helped me alot in my poly life.there's so much things that 'm happy tat 've Him in my life.give praise to e lord! :) oops! Just to say for e sake of saying, 'm not trying to be exaggerate here but 'm thankful to Him. Heh.let's have our class outing soon,group 16! Haha.

2008-04-10T02:07:00.001+08:00

omgomg!i'm amazed and moved by 2 of my swit hearts-jacinta and jeanette!alrights,both of them are so nice and swit beyond wat i can thought of!i still can't get rid of all e memorable moment u girls gave me and e burpday cake with sparking stick on it!it's awesome i can say.now i can say,this year burpday will be e most enjoyable,unforgettable,beautiful,awesome,wonderful,lovely,nice and many many many tat's indescrible in my heart!omgomg, jean and jacinta i got to say it once again, i can't forget e beautiful scenery with colourful candle lights on! I love u girl inexplicably!both of u are truely God greatest gift for me and tat goes for e same to e rest!lastly...[p.s, i love u all]

2008-04-09T01:31:00.002+08:00

it's true. Tat each year of my burpday would be a different ending. It can be a happily ever after story or it can be a wicked witch coming to destroy everything.But 'm moved to those we remembered my burpday and sent me wishes.love u guys! I wanted to thank u s35 for giving me a unexpected suprise once again on monday and e present u guys gave was awesome! I really,super, extremely love e present!love s35! Lyk wat i said every story needed a sad part to go along.so true. Alright, i can say tat 'm really sad to hear cancellation here and there.i don't mind not receiving any present from ppl but can't u ppl just spent e day with me or AT LEAST WISHED ME?!yar, 'm okay. Rachel will be fine and all,stop whining.she's just disappointed,tat it :)thanks my beloved family tat bought a cake for me and e burpday song they sang.when is e last burpday song i heard? Heh. I appreciated it all! Really.lastly, i love everyone from e bottom of my heart. Cheers! Another year older -.-

2008-04-07T01:30:00.002+08:00

firstly,'m so happy tat S35 celebrated my burpday on sat but they will also be celebrating for e rest thou. Heh. Ummm, thanks for e cross necklace tat u guys gave it to me. Hope our friendship will grow stronger den before.Love all of 'em! :) Secondly-thank u Godmom and dad for celebrating my burpday today!had a good catch up with u guys and thanks for e fabulous foods!i always have this kind of negative thought tat no one will actually celebrate my burpday neither do they remembered,besides my lovely cell.every year 'm afraid i've to sing burpday song to myself but really thank GOD tat he blessed me with a brunch of friends!will next year be better than this year?i really hope it will!

2008-03-20T00:51:00.001+08:00

thanks!my mood was being totally twisted by u-elder sister!yea, i do know tat once i stepped into poly,i'll have to handle all my expenses(included my transport) and not getting a single cents from mom!stop assuming for God's sake.i will get hold of a job and earn my money even if i've decided to join my tennis!i've been thinking of getting a job outside and i mean outside. But e only thing tat hold me back was tat,will mom and dad get mad at me cause i rather chose to work outside den working for them.okay,let's say even if they will not get mad at me they will always hint me and ask me to work for them.yea,i know tat helping them can really lighten their burden but hey sometimes i do really wish to get back to e complicated world out there!u too,isn't it?'m sorry.

2008-03-12T01:51:00.002+08:00

Alright,recently had been out super late with my churchmates and its was kinda fun and relaxing.esp at the airport terminal 3 with my honey,jean and e hunk.johnny.looking at how e aeroplane set off and landed.omgomg,e planes are really BIG!sounded so bimbotic. Haha!do u know by looking at e planes setting off,its lyk lifting a lil' of ur burden away.do u ever imagined tat while ur here looking at e planes,what are other ppl doing?celebrating birthday?crying because of their fav dog died?someone close to them past away?someone just got married or someone recovered from a serious illness?ummm,wat a weird thought yea? But do u ever thought of it?haha. Prolly its only me :) i know its kind of random saying this. But i mean no offence to the one who read my blog.I just felt tat why people starts to concern and sms people until he/she got into serious problem. Like those sad stuff?its until this kind of thing happened and uh ah he/she saw ur sms.is this e right way to treated ur friend?guess u think too much at times.oh pls pls my dear,don't say tat u din receive my sms or other ppl sms and all.cause God knows whose stating e fact and whose lying :) prolly now ur thinking don't be so holy and God here and there and bla bla bla yea?someone told me before,tat wat is hidden in e dark will be revealed to e light one day. Oh,so true :)

2008-03-06T00:27:00.001+08:00

ummm,today met up with mel cause she said she wanted to get a guitar bag.BUT BUT BUT as usual-Drag e time!yea.so we just had our dinner at mos burger. Oh i can tell u guys mos burger's milk tea is fabulous!omgomg,how i wish i could have tat everyday if possible! Haha. So after tat went chilling out with jacinta and there we've some catch up with each other life. Heh and i left feelin satisfy and its so comfortable to talk to her. I would love to talk to her more! :) uh oh,tmr 'm free after 6,i wanna have dinner or play bball with friends! Anyone?

2008-03-03T22:21:00.002+08:00

People 'm DYING to meet up with:

Jasmine[This week!!!]
Juliana[After mid march!!!]
Mel[buy guitar bag and eat dinner!!]
jean[dinner and talk talk and still talk!!!]
val[for movie and some catching up]
Xinyi honey[eat dinner with me at gek poh!!!]

Oh yar, i lost my phone recently so guys please tell me who you are when u text me and I'll know alright!I'm gonna catch the person if i ever see her again!!! GRRRR!

P.S,I love my dad cause he blessed me with a new phone!yay!

2008-02-24T16:47:00.002+08:00

Im so not alright with everything!
Im angry with myself and all!
Im pissed with the respond you gave me!
Im here talking to you in a nice way and yet ur replied is just so super duper S.H.I.T!
Im trying to learn!
Im trying not to scold you cause i think i dont have the right to!
I've tried helping you and your replied is-I cant i cant and i cant.
All you say is I cant!There's no word to say besides I CANT?!?HUR?!?
So are you telling me all the things you shared is not the FACT!
If you say your life does not changed at all then why God:
blessed you?!
let you find great friends?!
Do a miracle in your life?!
have you not taste the goodness of His?!
Just one thing that cripple your life and you say u wanna give up!?
Go and think bout it.
I've been thinking,what bout you?!
Im not gonna GIVE UP!
Im gonna try something fresh!
YES!
I guess blog is the second place to help releasing my anger!
God is good all the time,all the time God is good!
AMEN!
AND YES,AMEN!
I want to SCREAM REAL LOUD!

2008-02-17T22:50:00.004+08:00

Hello fresh air please come to me,i need you so that i can be alive again.Recently my life and the way i handle things had been so so dead and bad!I dunno how come things will just slipped off my mind totally and lotsa problems started coming in.If i say im happy,that's just so FAKE!Everything had gone from bad to worst and i cant figured it out.Someone i love talking to and kept entertaining me suddenly drifted and i hate this feelin DUPER MUCH!I dont wish to add on another burden to people out of their own worries and im feelin real sorry for them.I dont know how to say and phrase it,but all i want is to SCREAM REAL LOUD and hopefully i will feel better after all.Dont make me think how u feel and do in the negative ways cause i dont want to neither do i wish to if i was given a choice.Do you know how dear ur to me but i dont know how to express it.I seldom contact people and ask them out for dinner or something and yes,i admit im lazy to do it!Ummm,perhaps its time to change and i know it will not be a bed of rose for me.So God,Its ur turn to help me turn my situation around to make it for a better. (:

I finally get to watch P.S,I LOVE YOU with my cell group peeps.The movie was super nice and the script was being well written.Oh guess what?Jeanette just cried from the starting to the end.HAHA! Oops,sorry honey.oh yar,how i wish i could find a man faithful and sweet like him.omgomg!I cant help thinking of it! HAHA!Oh well,Hooper was saying lets get married tmr!HEY MR,its not easy to find. LOL.So i reached home 3 plus and drop dead on my bed.WELL DONE RACHEL FOR NOT CHANGING THE CLOTHES BUT SHORTS ONLY AND WOKE UP LATE!aye,i dont do it on purpose,God knows.HAHAHHA!

[Copyrighted]

P.S,I LOVE YOU MEL
-for staying with me thru out.

P.S,I LOVE YOU JEAN
-For letting me feel so secure with you around.

P.S,I LOVE YOU SHAUN
-comforting me and listening to my sorrow.

P.S,I LOVE YOU HOOPER
-For being so understanding.

P.S,I LOVE YOU GOD
-For everything.

2008-01-28T00:33:00.000+08:00

Friends do slip off every sec and min in ur life once u din really treasure them.BUT of cause im not referring to those who are... u know.well,i do cherish my friends around me and i do love them lots. BUT if they aren't talking to me or ignore me while im talking to them,i'll feel utterly sad!Do they actually know bout it?I dont know. All i know is that i wont show out.umm.sometime i was thinking,in church we can find good friends BUT we can also find "HI-BYE friends." There's so many seriously.Whats the the big deal that we say we're good friend in FOREVER but we aint contacting each other so often?I've been asking you bout our outing for sometime but the last sentences i heard from you was that,"After i got my pay,i'll sure ask u out!How sure?100% or just 5% out of the promises u made. Sometime it makes me wonder how far can our relationship goes?Of cause i wont tell u all this cause this is inside my heart for super long.Had been talking to angel on phone ytd and i truly agree with her,that if i'm not the priority in ur heart,u prolly wont contact me.yes you will contact me but thats just so seldom.How i wish our r/s could be back as before.If i did see u in church,im so happy that i dont know what to talk to u.I dont know if i ever message u again for our outing,what will ur respond be this time?Of cause im not saying im fully right but have you ever lyk think me?Ultimately,ur still be in my heart forever. (:

P.s:Thanks angel,talking to you is always good.
P.s:Thanks jean for always be there for me and knows me well.
P.s:THANK GOD FOR FRIENDS LYK THEM AND MY RESULT.

2008-01-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

Went club on last wed night with Hooper,Jeanette,Jacinta,Angelyn and susan.We girls went there for free cause its LADY NIGHT! HEH HEH. Government is still so nice to we girls okay. LOL.So we went MOS initially BUT BUT BUT MOS look so damn clean,i can only see people drinking at the bar.Last time when i went was packed packed packed as it is opened for the under 17 group,at least I'm 19 now! (: Then we shifted to Zouk cause there's some events going on,i reckon. TA-DA!True enough,there is this competition going on. awww,poor Hooper you have to pay twice cause ur a GUY!tsk tsk tsk. Try to dress up like a girl next time round.HOHOHO!So yea we dance and sing like crazy when the music was being played.Who say christian cant club and stuff?WE DO! There's is time we're not so holy BUT just have to pray more for forgiveness.LOL.And yea,we dance with those hot hunk and handsome girls around.C'mon,I just found out that those HANDSOME GIRLS CAN DANCE REAL WELL! AWWWW.. Guys better learn some from them. They are real GOOD! (: Update the pictures when I'm free! HEH!

2008-01-02T15:36:00.000+08:00

I'm a lil' late for the 2008 entry.
But anyway I'm here to wish everybody a "HAPPY NEW YEAR!"
I'm sorry my dear friends-s35.i have to help my mom again. mom mom mom.But my mom is not that bad also,she allowed me to go club today! that's great (:

Recently there's some ups and downs,making me having sleepless nights.Woke up and pen down things,woke up and pen down thingy.Why is these bothering me if it is not my close friend.yar.Indeed i love this friend of mine,that is why she means a lot to me and making me woke up in the unearthly hours. omgomg!We made clear everything and i hope in the future we would open up to each other even more. (: That's one of the things in my 2008 list that it must come to a past. heh heh.
p.s:You better read my blog! (:

Ive made somethingy for peeps around me.I didn't bought it but i made it and i do hope they will appreciated everything.[they better do!HAHAHA!]In the beginning i was very very very upset that i landed in this place where there lotsa guys and 2 GIRLS!Things wasn't going well seriously and all the peeps were like telling me,"So good that ur being place in this place and having all the hunks around you."Is that a good comment or a yuckie ones.C'mon just forget bout that comment which is not the fact at all! That's what i thought in the first place.So yar.After months things started to change and God power started to glow. I can see friendship being built up,conversation being breaks open and everything just flowed smoothly.My mind and the way i viewed started to change and i look forward to meet the people every week. (: Changes start from you alone. So yea,i truly agreed.Overall its was just fun fun fun and still fun with them. The laughter,joy,quiet,embarrassing and the disappointing moments will always be engraved in my heart.

THANK YOU S35,I REALLY LOVE SPENDING EVERY MOMENT WITH YOU! (:
-Stephen
-Jean
-angel
-jacinta
-mel
-sheryl
-shirleen
-johnny
-titus
-shaun
-daniel
-jeremy
-bryan
-guan ren
-ben
-winson
-alex
-alvin
-kumar

*I do hope i din left anyone out.

cheers. (:

2007-12-26T00:51:00.000+08:00

Sat-Going down for Christmas service and the drama was nice but Jeanette did not attend due to some matters. sighs. But overall was fun with the cell peoples (:

Sun-Went down to Jurong west church to the Christmas service again. But this time round was different-JEAN IS AROUND WITH ME! YAY!

Mon-service again (: After that head down to bedok and had our supper before moving on to angel's house.Guess what?Angel place was like a shop selling trophy.Whenever i roll my eyes to any corners there is TROPHY TROPHY AND TROPHY again. That girl is crazy. LOL!This year Christmas was rather a quiet ones. We just spent 3 hours watching the cartoon animated show.But i cant sit down for long so i just walked around and around talking with angel bout my friends and all. It good to talk to her and we had some CHEMISTRY hur. Anyway this Christmas i called it as a quiet Christmas but its still fun. I love the time we had though it was quiet. (: MERRY CHRISTMAS S35! Thanks for all the gifts! LOVE YOU GUYS!

Tues-Initially wanted to meet up angel. But i woke up in the evening! omgomg! I thought my clock was crazy or something.HAHA! So sorry angel and u woke up earlier than me! LOL. Alrights ill meet u up again when u and me are available!

Bye Santa,see u next year! HOHOHO!

2007-12-14T19:06:00.000+08:00

Updates!!!!

11 DEC-celebrated xinyi's burpday and had lotsa fun.Guess what.This is the first time that I'm celebrating burpday for her in the toilet.That's crazy.I went out of ideas as she's too smart,Keep reminding me.Tsk.Hopfully she enjoyed herself on that day!HAPPY BURPDAY XINYI.Its belated thou.HAHA!Let the happy moment we had craved in out heart :)))) I LOVE YOU MY HONEY-XINYI!

12DEC-BREAK AWAY CAMP!It was conducted by my church leaders.It was fun fun and still fun from the start till the end.Initially i thought we could try on the flying fox but NO!Awww.Get to know other cell group people and they were all great.We learnt to do things as a team even though we ain't close in the first place.Time actually let us knew each other better as we get along LONGER!anyway i wanted to thank all the girls and guys for helping each other and giving encouragement!
How to improve the friendship between u and ur friend?
-be real and approachable
-be a good listener
-be helpful
-be a good encouragement
AGREED?I had no regret ever since i join in the city harvest church.It makes me love God even more! :)

13 DEC-Work,as mom needed cashier!URGH! But I love my mom so i will do anything to help her.I just felt so bless that i was born inside my mom womb.THANK GOD! :) Not forgetting my mom,I LOVE YOU MOM! Ur my everything in life too! After on,My cousin came to my house in the middle of the night and stay at my house due to some problem.

14DEC-Wanted to accompany her so that she could calm down and relax. But she needs to settle some stuffs and so today was my sleeping day.Slept with my lil' sister and with sucha nice weather.LOL.Shes just so adorable when she slept just now. Should take a photo of her sleeping in the future.

That's my day! :)

2007-12-10T12:53:00.000+08:00

Love can be sweet,can also be a disaster. Someone did told me that love is where two person are committed to each other.True?Loving a person is not because of how handsome or how pretty she is or how good the figure she had or he had.But Loving a person is loving their everything,that's include their bad habits and all.Friends around me talked about their guy or their girl and what happen during their relationship.My girlfriends told me that sometime their guys even betray them.Ummm... why humans behaving in this way?What makes their heart to follow other girls or guys?No wonder some people don't even dare to step into a relationship ever again,once their relationship had fallen apart.This just crush into my thoughts and i always pen it down when things just came to my mind.

2007-12-09T13:59:00.000+08:00

There's one period where many people feel lyk committing suicide by jumping down from the platform of the MRT,remember?How foolish these people can be.Sighs.They din even give a second thoughts for their parents who raised them up since young.Raising a child isn't an easy task.When i was on train,i thought to myself.If these people yearn to die,they can just jump it down from their flat,at least when they are in the middle of the flat ur alrd dead because ur heart couldn't take anymore.Perhaps i should put myself in their shoes,but i just couldn't understand why they would want to choose this hell road.Yes,last time i did try before when i was in P6.Its because of my PSLE result that i did badly and brought me to a normal technical stream.At that point of time,i thought my world is going to end real soon.Is thay what these people are thinking too?Ummm....It must be all the Satan who lead them to this and blame all the Satan for that.Don't blame people if ur going to die,blame yourself for that.Cause when u thought of committing suicide at that moment,u are selfish.Thank God I'm alive and even being save by him:)

2007-12-09T13:14:00.000+08:00

We hardly talked to each other before we were in the same cell group now.I still remember that u say i was once a critical person to you and at that period we are ain't close with each other.When we were being place under the same cell,it was totally unexpected and a shocking news definitely.But i know that in our cell there's only 2 of us before Mel joined,so we had to really get along with each other,or i can say it a MUST! :) Never did i expect that i would click with her so well that when one party did not come for the service we would miss each other and even thought of not coming. HAHA.That was just the beginning alright.As time flies out friendship bonding get stronger.She the encouragement,the person who is there to listen to my sorrow,the person who i can trust with all my heart,the person who is there to brighten up my day without failed.Our topic is endless when we meet and the time we spent with each other is always fun fun and still fun.Though we might be angry with each other at times but we always apologize and solve it.We wouldn't try to even avoid it or else.I would like to know u deeper as we get along further and lets continue to keep in contact even we had go into the next cell. U are deeply miss by me alrights,Jeanette.

P.S:Now u know how important u mean to me.don't be too happy alrights.HAHA

2007-12-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

Ytd was hilarious.Had a date with my honey-xinyi.Going over to her school and find her cause we planed to watch the SP VS SP as in another group of SP peeps :) game was awesome and congrats those who won the matches!After watching the matches,we stayed in Sp until the lights is all off,that's around eleven plus.omgomg!This is the first time that i went into a sch which practically look lyk a stranger to me but after on,the sch was lyk my friend. LOL. So we went to the court to play for a while after the matches. at least i get to play and it helped me to burn some KILOS away.HAHA!Thank honey that ur mom drove us back ytd despite she's tire.Not forgetting ur entry in ur blog for me,thats so nice and swit of u.Awww... I'll accompany u to botak Jones[is it spell in this way?whatever okay]I'm sorry din manage to eat the western food which u craved for so long,we'll have it on mon or wed alrights.Its always fun fun fun with u and those crazy things we do.I LOVE U my longest friend!I'll be there for u always if u need me :) Let our bonding grow stronger each day,each month,each year,each min,each sec and each Milli sec.should i put that pic up in my blog and edit it,XINYI.i'm lyk laughing out loud now! see u next week and bye bye SP!

2007-11-28T00:42:00.001+08:00

YAY! I finally got my pay-50 bucks for half a day and i quit.Cause the environment was just way to sucky but the people there are nice-only one. LOL.Initially had a date with dap to gym BUT last min her mom wanted her to do something,so it was cancelled. BOO! Thought this off day was being ruined BUT my honey,xinyi called me up for dinner.Shared bout her stuff and mine and this crazy girl came up with this suggestion that is ain't good at all-RUNNING! I was being dragged to run with her and thank God i did bring my running shoes with me!While we were running, i told her this;

"I'll never let u run the race alone. "

pretty lame thou.HAHAHA!One thing honey, i really cant imagine that we're still contacting each other and i know i said that tons of times. Pls forgive me for being soooooooo long-winded. LOL.That's so miraculous seriously.Oh well,that shows that we had CHEMISTRY with each other. HAHA! You should know what I'm saying here,i reckoned!Be honoured that u had a friend like me and stop praising yourself! Its ENOUGH!! Lets meet up for a long run again and to burn away a few kilos. LOL!

2007-11-18T13:52:00.000+08:00

Good Friends Are Like Stars.
You Don't Always See Them,
But You Know They're Always There! -sent by angel :)

It unbelievable that my longest friend was you.I thought we were merely just friend when we were in primary one.I thank God for knowing you until now.We are still contacting each other,not always though.But somehow in our busy life,we took out time to meet each other even its a short dinner.We enjoyed the time spent and the Girls talk.Still remembered the time when we used to snatch each other friends and the words we used-dont friend u alrd.Kind of childish when i thought back. But just this few words we are back together as the longest friends on earth!Time flies and soon we are going into the society and look at the horrible and friendly people that we will soon meet.moreover I hope that even as we step into the marketplace we will still be contacting each other and prolly meet up again.I read one my friend's blog and i took out this sentences-People will dislike each other but we have great friends around us.So its not worth to care bout them :) You met people lyk this,so am I. I just hope that we wont be like them. I'm confident to say that WE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR EACH OTHER-XINYI!I love you honey and i know u love me too :)))))))

Bianca Ryan NEW SINGLE - I Wish That

2007-11-06T11:56:00.001+08:00

omgomg! This girl is GREAT!U guys should listen seriously.

2007-10-31T13:32:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. my parents had flown off to china and would be back by this Sunday night!That is so GREAT!I'm not trying to say that i am happy that they are not around with me,actually I'm pretty sad bout it. AWWWWWWWW! HAHAHA!That's enough!Its so unlyk me luh!Um mm... guess what?My mom actually bless me with 35 bucks without any motive behind.But Its kept me wondering,why would she gave me her money so willingly?Then i realise something-mom great loves for me.As simple as that.My heart warmed!eeeweet.i just felt sooooo bless that i had a wonderful family:A mom who loves me so much.A dad who always cares bout us.But sometime we just kept on whining non-stop that what we had is insufficient.Why not we compared out plight with the Africa people?while we people here are complaining,the Africa people are fighting for survival!omgomg!If a dad sent his spoiled bread son over there,the son will immediately responded a NO,i reckon!sigh.Every lil things to them are precious.Every Food they find they would share,because they cant bear to see their friends ard family to leave them.Singaporean,u should feel blessed that u are born in Singapore!=)when I'm still standing strong here,what is the Africa people doing out there?just imagine.sigh.

Fate (Oon / Un Myung) - Full House on Piano Keyboard

2007-10-25T01:02:00.001+08:00

I wanted this piano score so much! sigh.

Akon - Sorry Blame It On Me

2007-10-16T14:38:00.001+08:00

2007-10-10T15:22:00.000+08:00

Im OUT! :)))))))

2007-09-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

Its really nice to just sit down in the train and to look at those peeps standing and sitting around u. Looking at how they carried themselves and whats really on their mind.If i could take a photo of her i will definitely post it!But If only i could,i would! HAH! there's this working woman standing in-front of me.Her dressing scene is a typical one.A black dress followed by a heels.That's it.Most peeps would dress in that way,I reckon!Oops. Guess whats next?Hey eyes started to go red and i though she's crying,Where on earth would peeps go and spy a person so obviously.None other than ME! :) But to my surprised,she is just yawning away.omgomg!Thank God she din spoil our GIRLS IMAGE by opening her mouth wide for peeps to smell and see.Alrights alrights I admit I'm a Lil mean to this but its true.I believe majority of the girls would be on my side. Right girls? HEH!Got to go and join my friends.

ciaos!

2007-08-10T12:37:00.000+08:00

oh well. National day is over!Bye Singapore! LOL. My goodness I'm at Jeanette's house now to look after her DOG! or should i said i come to her house because of her dog. hahahah! [jean duo be angry!]Initially we wanted to study but i cant help to peep at her dog.So..... U guys know! LOL. Now she is talking to her dog and trying to teach him. Aw!!! Its been extremely hard on u. POOR thingy! Oh yar his name is PORKY LU RUO RUO! but......... He's ain't fat at all. -_- "

2007-07-20T10:55:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was good!Got blessed by mingjie,went and ate sushi! YAY! Well,met up with the new friends and had a good talk with them and found out that they actually can self-entertain.LOL. But still want to thank God for helping me to take a step of faith to talk to them.yar.In Life i found out that we need to have a dream.But somehow many of us are aimless and we arent sure of our dreams.We kept thinking Maybe this my dreams or i think its impossible for me to reach my dreams as I'm still "SMALL" to do anythigny.Then i realise that we must not limit our dreams,we must go froward and fight against our fear.To really go forward our dreams is to look at ourself and see what talent we had,and not just look at out weakness.I think friends is important,of cos if ur smart,u wont hang out with those friends that will put u down and duo encourage u to go for ur dreams!Hang out with those who will help you to get closer to ur dreams =) so just want to encourage those we read my blog,to start ur dream now! =)

2007-07-07T01:25:00.000+08:00

I miss my bed.I miss my pillow.I miss my boaster.Basically i just miss my SLEEP!once again Os is drawing near again and i din feel nervous at all. WOW! RACHEL ARE YOU SICK? I guess so! LOL.today our cell group had a bbq at the Martian house :x the food is lyk Oh my goodness.crab meats,hot dogs,chicken wings,fried rice,spaghetti,mash marrow[spelled correctly?]All thanks to ailing[Hooper's maid]Alrights someone complained I'm FAT!so what am i going to do?skip meal or starve myself?A big NO! I'm not gonna be anorexic lyk else ppl do. It torturing and not enjoying life luh!okay!today i enjoyed myself pushing Jeanette down into the pool! HAHA! all of us are wet and no one is being cast out! :)

Homie!I'm back! please welcome me with money! Im short of cash! =(

2007-06-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO!Back to my homie! =)

Alrights i pass my evaluation.Its like FINALLY luh!Reason is just sooo simple,cos i DRAGGED! LOL.But Nth to be happy bout cos its just EVALUATION! urgh!I'm just waiting for July 5 to arrive![basic test theory]YAY! i cant wait to go shopping this Friday! WOOTS!! I want to buy top.I want to buy bottom! I want to buy shoes! I want to buy garments! I want to buy make up set! I want,I want,I want to buy EVERYTHINGY! cos its the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE,where all the aunties like me APPEAR! HAHHAHAHA!why am i laughing like an evil lady? mind me,Im going CRAZY!!!!! =)

2007-06-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

I LOVESSSSS this song SO MUCH! SO NICE CAN!

Listen to the song here in my heart
a melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release

Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be
heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen
[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heardT
hey will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your ownAll 'cause you won't listen
[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own - my own

2007-06-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hellooooo homie! =)
HOHOHO! Alright my life starts to have some colour filled!managed to escape from my house and went out with my bball friends jut becos of one FBT shorts! LOL. pretty lame. But i'm happy cos i got what i want.Yea! so talk and laugh my ass out all the way and looking at different kind of shoes. Oh my,my mind started to physcol me of buying shoes!HEH!Overall my day was pretty good! I'm sooooooooo free from morning to 6p.m,all thanks to my mother.she wants me to help out! BOOOOO!!!! If not i can imagine myself not going home until the clock ticks at 00:00 a.m! HEHE! oh youth cup had alrdy started hope my friends are giving their best to play! JIA YOU! um.. i just hope u can be the MVP once again! =( cant see u play but will always give u my moral support :))))))))) gnafgnehz. JIAYOU girls.

ciaos!

2007-05-19T00:29:00.000+08:00

INORGE MY CRAZINESS AT THIS PERIOD OF TIME! I'm really bewildered!
missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..missing you..

LOL! I dunno what am i doing. =)

2007-05-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

I'm happy and at the same time my sadness start to dwell inside me.I met her and its just a lil while.She bought a FBT and a hp chain for me. AW! I wept when i open up the gift she gave me.I'm not trying to be exaggerate or anythigny but seriously i did and I'm touch by her action!I will always hang it on my handphone without failed.Its so precious to me.When i saw her i just know that my love for her haven fade.just felt lyk hugging her tightly and never let it go.What really happen to me,i dunno. but one thing i know is i still love you. sighs.[z.f]Hope you lyk the cookies I've made for you. =)

2007-05-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

another shake leg session =)
Ytd service was a great one. oh yar,sometime i really got no idea what are people thinking bout in their own mind when they are walking,sleeping or bathing..When a lil kid pass by me i was thinking what will she be in the future.A well educated person with a good personality? or a person with lousy grades and mix around with those hooligans out there.Things just penetrated thru my mind which makes me cant stop thinking or guessing bout it. LOL. I'm just too bored to be studying at home ALONE all the time.. after studying have to go down to my mother workplace and work..My life seem so COLOURLESS!

Sometime i was wondering what talent do i really have?I'm bewildered. I cant even figure it out myself.how dumb!Tmr is mother's dayi supposed.Gosh i duo even know the exact date. LOL.But i know my mother burpday is coming.. 9 may.. hopefully i can come out with alot of innovative ideas to really give her a unforgettable day!WHEE!Mom u are the best luh! BEST! HAHA! SCRIBBLING LIKE NOBODY BIZ.

You are being miss again! =(

2007-05-03T15:22:00.000+08:00

well... ytd dance lesson was fun luh.. simply dancing all my worries out. =)

The next day its your birthday[4 may 89] i just want you to be happy and enjoy this day to the fullest alrights.Still remember the date we met was 6 Oct 06,all the fun and laughter u brought into my life was the most happiest moments i had with you.We know each other for 7 months but our connection seem to be faded each month.you said you dont know how to face me thats why u din dare to accept my present.If i duo treat u as my friend i would not had bought the present for you.Sighs.But if u really duo dare to face me,I'm speechless. What i had done just drain off lyk this. wasted. my effort was all gone. =)

But overall, i still cherish u z.f :)

2007-04-28T00:18:00.000+08:00

Alrights I'm here to blog again.Got nth better much to do.
Today went out and meet hui yu,intending to get a hat for myself.BUT hui yu said she got no $$$ so in the end is just only window shopping. oh yar we went to catch a movie [200 pounds beauty],it was a very touching movie luh. Thanks to hui yu! Heys honey i say thanks to u,must pay me back money alrights. hahahahha!The story line was good overall,it basically acting out who i am in the past.But the different is i am not a singer,just a private candidate. whatever! Just a small notice to everyone out there,duo ever look down on PLUM PEOPLE alrights!They have their own dignity okay.Love ppl with your whole heart especially your own friends. =)

sighs. Tmr having tuition with Mr Lee! arg! got to get up early!

2007-04-26T16:42:00.000+08:00

Sighs.
Every night i close my eyes,your name and your face appeared in my mind.It seem like i cant get rid of you though i cant accept you that time. I dunno how come there's always a urged for me to hold up my hp and give you a message full of MISSES.But you din replied me,It sounded callous. ow. Whenever a song being sang via my MP4,there your name appeared again.How i wish you could always be by my side.How i wish you could read this blog.how i wish you could give me a reply.moreover all this is just a mirage!That makes me feel infinitely terrible! I'm scribbling all this like nobody biz,so if you guys were to think other things,well go ahead alrights.I'm lyk okay okay, uh ha uh ha,wassup wassup, shuddup! What i want,more than anything,is to turn back time a little!aw. i simply miss her. Z.F.

2007-04-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

I must blog!
Alright, here's my dedication to all my darlings and charms for wishing me happy birthday! =) This year was a fabulous year for me with lotsa fun and surprises given by my friends! Thank you! cant stop loving u guys lar! LOL. Guess this year i've cut the most no. of cakes? around 6. HEH! I'm surprise too! So the equation will go lyk this..

LOts of CAKES TO CUT+ALL THE DELICIOUS DELICACY PREPARED=FATTTT!

so yar.. i admit i am fat compared to last time but CARELESS! LOL.I really wanna give thanks to my S6 girls for taking out their precious time to spend with me.It really made april 9 an unforgettable day!It can never be erased off from my mind seriously.took alot of photos and had some alcohol drinks in the pub.I don't know how to describe my day with them but i am really touch by them! LOVE U ALL SO MUCH! MUACKS!

After all the celebration had ended,everyone is back to sch then..I'm alone studying my Os again..got not much motivation! sigh... Should i go to MDIS -MASS COM or just concentrate retaking my Os?Going back to school and ask teacher for maths qns makes me soooooooo ashamed of myself but anyway sooner or later i still have to face it!

RACHEL JIA YOU!! HANG ON!

Lastly hope that my secondary sch friends would not forget me! =( LOL. start new sch = new friends... sigh.. i want that life too!!! can i? Hoping for the better next year! =)

2007-04-07T01:12:00.000+08:00

This is what a friend of mine did in GONE FISHING CAFE! =)
my second birthday cake from my friend! =)

my advance birthday cake from 5b girls[april babies!] =)

+THANK YOU GUYS!!! I SERIOUSLY LOVE IT SO MUCH LAR!

MUACKS!!!!

2007-04-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

Can i proudly announced that i LOVE my CLASS GIRLS SO MUCH! THANKS EVERYONE FOR CELEBRATING THE APRIL BABIES BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAR MUN TOO!!! heh! Overall everything ended so smoothly and sweet! I am very surprise and overjoyed for what my girls did! LOL! it will be a memorable day for me forever! stay in my mind!MUACKSSSSS!!!!here are some photos ....... JULIANA I WAS THINKING SHOULD I POST THAT UP!!! LOL! YOU SHOULD KNOW RIGHT!! hahahahahahah!

2007-03-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

Can i highlight something here to all the perverts or can i say "high" guys out there?Oh my gosh!this is getting me out of mind lar!If u guys were to show ur own **** thru web cam,please feel shameless for that!It isnt anythingy *special to be proud of!stop invading into my life,this is a total shit to me! if u guys wanna show off,show it to those people who needs it!whatever.arg!

2007-03-28T16:35:00.000+08:00

what a wonderful yet a boring day for me!basically doing nth right after my lunch break! Bt before that i had a great lunch or should i say a FOC lunch instead! lol! um. they are nice lar not becos they treat me eat that makes me think so okay! =) well... after work got to acc my mother as my father went to Malaysia.i dont even know lar,what a failure!=( but he din tell me as well :P what's the time now? 16.41 p.m.this is a total shit lar. i still left with a hour.and what's my cousin doing now? shaking legs in the cinema?lol!!!! oops..sorry lar.. i know u will forgive me right as ur heart is bigger than anyone do. heh! oh yay. i'm waiting for ur surprise!!!

12 more days =)

2007-03-27T16:14:00.000+08:00

can i say that having a single life right now is the most happiest thing ever? perhaps its only happen on me? heh!i dunno what am i thinking neither do i know what am i talking about right now. just feel lyk SCREAMING my lungs out to the whole world that i am seriously very BORED! HAAHHAH! working life aint great at all.during my study season i was thinking of nothing but WORKING! just felt that working life exclude STRESS and we can know more friends.But i was WRONG WRONG WRONG and WRONG! lol!My mind-concept was too naive at that point of time i guess? look this is my new life.

go to office
eat breakfast
surfing of Internets
do all the rubbish stuffs
lunch[heh!]
doze off
toilet break
pack up
and run home![lol]

isnt interesting at ALL but the KA-CHING interest me alot... lol..

tmr my payslip gonna reach my hand! wahahhahah! rich girl-shopping=poor agn! =(

2007-03-21T13:03:00.000+08:00

HEH! Ytd went to catch a movie with tyler,stomp Yard. It was a nice show from the beginning till the end!u guys should go and watch it.Be assured that u all will not regret! =) The hip hopper were PERFECT i can say? guess every hip hop dancer should go and watch this show,and u all will know where's ur standard at.=)[not being sarcastic] anyway the cinema was damn COLD,so..... bring ur jacket along! HEH! Thanks for ur treat! swit

Back home! She's at my house now! HEH! um we chatted until 12 plus going to 1 and she's drop dead on my bed after drinking all the vodka and calsberg.SAD! but only this can heal her soul? i cant help but to be by her side.GIRL DONT GIVE UP URSELF! DRinking beer=DEstroy ur own health.Just a small advise to all the drinker and smoker.. Cut down on all this thingy in order to help ur self in the future.=) not trying to be hypocrite or whatever thingy u guys are thinking alrights =)

okays.guess that's all i can blog! take care. muacks!

2007-03-20T16:07:00.000+08:00

i cant get into any poly currently,feeling lyk shit now. =( went down to re appeal for rp before the last appealing is close. though there's only a slight hope to hope for,I'll still give it a try.. now my only hope is at NYP! how i wish i can get into it.. the main purpose of entering into poly is becos i wanna play sport. that kinda lame.i know! tsk.

I just wanna find someone to acc thru my day today.and yeap,true enough i meet up with my new friend later. will it be weird?will our conservation go speechless? i;ve got no idea at all =) but i just wanna catch the movie bout the dance and i hope that after watching i will be happy for that particular moment. that's sound impossible. =( but no matter how,so long as there is one person willing to be by my side. even thou for 3 hours we din even talk a single word i duo mind. =) get me drunk for that!

2007-03-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

Helloooooo!i'm here to blog again..there is bad news and a good news today!
Bad news:My mother changes my bed drom a single size ---> queen size!Happy or sad? u guys must be wondering right,having sucha big size bed is good!but my room get smaller! i got not much space to walk around! I hate it! why cant they just let me decorate my own room.and oh ya! the feng shui person!spell Dislike! I duo believe in such thingy call the feng shui..he made my room smaller!thank! tsk..BOOHOO!

Good news:Today i bought a brown contact lens for myself! WEEE!! HEH!thank for the person who is teaching me and the patience she shown me.Of cos none other than my good friend hui yu!! =)thanks for ur patienc!love you! =)aw~Went out and have dinner together.

lalalla~I'm back home now! =) sianzation comes upon me as tmr i have to work!!!! ARG!!! help ME! hahaha!

take care babe and princes!!

2007-03-15T13:59:00.000+08:00

.went online
.chatted happily
.speechless
.miss her lyk crazy!
.aw~ =(

2007-03-14T17:24:00.000+08:00

lalalala~ LOL! Its 5.26 p.m and 15 more minutes I'm gonna......................... KNOCK OFF!!!!!waiting for damn long but some how i just duo feel lyk leaving this office cos i wanna earn their KA-CHING! heh!After that i will go blading myself perhaps or meet up my cousin for a talk and DRINKS! Hm. sigh sigh sigh....

2007-03-14T08:35:00.000+08:00

Yawn!Another day is over and yeap i am here in the office facing the 4 walls without a single window!ARG!sigh.I am not posted into any poly after i had appealed agn! wth.Ytd went out and had SUPPER with my family,reached home around 12 plus going to 1.TIRE!lalalalal~ i am waiting for time to pass so i go home after on!HEH! take care girls! i got nth to blog now.. just feel lyk sleeping! =)

2007-03-13T13:22:00.000+08:00

Oh yay!totally forgotten bout the Class gathering at west coast! HEH! come to think of it,its quite memorable =) din regret making my way there. haha!Took lots of photos with my classmates.yay! miss them lyk crazy! <33333333>

2007-03-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

um.where should i start off?oh yay!my cell group just added some friends

from other cell.should i be happy or sad?i dunno =) but now we have 3 girls!!!! ytd

was really a great day talking with them.And its really GREAT! cos we din had a

fellowship period for so long,talked until ten plus and we left expo.Reached home

and drop dead on bed!Extremely tire!heh!going out with my previous girls

group,unfortunately i cant.Cos i had to stay at home studying.guess I'm retaking

and enter into shatec on July.hope i can have a new beginning there and of cos

new friends! =))))))) went to blade alone just now to feel the breeze and

relax.Tmr its a brand new day agn and after my work,off to kbox with my

cousin!!!!!! HEH! looking forward. take care my darlings... =)

2007-03-09T15:48:00.000+08:00

I'm utterly disappointed and down with you! Blading to my cell group to take away all the unhappiness within me.why do i have to give a damn for you when you are not even my close kin! Thanks -_-" [turn off.]

2007-03-02T12:21:00.000+08:00

Yawn~ Its my break time now and i am left alone drinking my hot Milo! Thanks to my cousin and friend who din come today! heh! Having my class gathering later! woots.BUT.... I'm going blading first before i go and find them! :))))))))) DESPERATELY WANT TO BURN AWAY ALL MY FATS which sound impossible.HAHA! but whatever. Good news or bad news? Today i can leave early by 15 min cos my company bus is coming over to fetch everyone up for what they call the annual dinner? that exclude me of cos!i am just a TEMP STUFF! AW~ miss out all the delicious delicacy.I can see shark fin flying away! DROOL!!!! HEHE! that's show that my ka-ching was being cut off too! how sad! Gonna trim my eye brown later! PAIN but HEH.... WORTH!It part of girls beauty! take a nap first =) take care everyone!

2007-03-01T12:00:00.000+08:00

My English poor was lyk shit!probably if i retake my English i would flung totally or just make a fool of myself! =) HEH!I've got my PAY SLIP! Do you hear the KA-CHING sound from afar! haha! As for me,i just hear the KA-CHING sound went into my bank! HEH! I'm gonna change my job again,i still think cafe job suits me the most! =) I <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">WOOTS~tmr my class are having gathering!WEE~ cant wait to go..but WORK=RUSHING THEIR DOCUMENT=DRAG THE TIME=LATE FOR BBQ! sucks. wonder which poly will i go? think of going TP. GOOD? no idea.Watever.

2007-03-01T11:55:00.000+08:00

*my Sunday was indescribable. simply spelled fun! =) shall update some real nice photos later.

2007-02-25T01:39:00.000+08:00

How sad! din get to buy my roller blade!=( Sigh!So shuyi and me gonna meet up another day to find our blade again!Aw~ Today went out with hui yu.it's been long that we din meet out. =) Looking forward for tmr!Although it only 4 of us going out but let's hope tmr will be an enjoyable day! duo wish to go home that early..Heh! Thus we gonna go out till very late tmr.Woots!

I'm growing FAT..FAT..FAT and FAT! =(

2007-02-23T09:26:00.000+08:00

somehow i just felt so down! I'm sick and tire of my working life now but... I got to end this job real soon!Today I am taking a half day leave["WEDDING"] HEH! nah. I'm going out with my sister friends to buy my roller blade!HEH!today it my boss's birthday!that means.... FREE LUNCH! =) Looking forward...

It has been a great pleasure to know u my friend.someone asked me,what is a good friend mean to u?This qns kept me thinking for the past few days!I'm bewildered.From my own view,i think that a good friend should respect who u are.Giving in to a friend is one thing,but what if one day you had scolded or just simply say your own friend using a lil hush tone? [angry?]understandable is a MUST!sometime we got to be serious in thing and be a responsible friend.Being a responsible person u are able to draw more friends toward you,but if u lack of responsible or other thing that a friend should show,who will darn to put a 100% trust on you?People are not perfect.neither me nor you.-just that in our daily life,we got to mould ourself and change to a better person.education high with a sucks attitude and character= failure!This kind of person make me turn off totally-and it is TOTALLY!

Now it 10 a.m! Just 2 hr and 15 min more to go! [yum..!]

take care guys!

2007-02-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

Hi honey and swit pie!I'm alive once agn! HEH!New year are still on,that mean RED PACKET=NEVER ENDING.=) Ytd was one of my church mates birthday and we were celebrating for him at my HOUSE! Guess what?we bought him a BOXER! wee~ come'on,it more practical and i cant think of anythigny else but THIS! haha!so went k-box after on.[kind of off mood]but did sing a couple of songs.my couple of songs=JAY! [SCREAM!]

DING DONG! IT 2.00a.m.i'm back home=mom nag=dad angry=pray! HEH! Calculated all my red packets! i'm ready to buy a roller blade for mself with shuyi. Can blade when i'm having my leisure time and at the same time BURN FATS! =)

Nth to blog now... got to go to bed! nite guys!

2007-02-18T23:25:00.000+08:00

NICE?!?guess who bought it for me?!? of ccos it none other than my lovely SISTER! actually we bought 2 similar mirror=) one is for her and another one is for me! finally realise that my sister acutally dote on me. gagaga~ aye! i already knew it kinda long.just crapping and giving a fake praise! HEH! chill out more guys! take care and enjoy ur new year +++ the RED packet that we all are looking forward. hahaha!

2007-02-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

HAppy veletine day to all the lovers in this world! *oops guess i'm too late to wish the ppl around me!hahaha!whatever. thank for making my day so blissful!Despite being so rush after my OT work, i still can celebrate the day with u before 12! spell enjoyable. =)

2007-02-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

TADA!This pictures were taken after my cg meeting!pretty fun if u appreciate.if u duo,turn ur ass back then =) look at one of the pic,there's a guy acting cute with us! hahahas! pretty amaze hur! BUT he is a good actor!The first pic was thinking wether to take cab or train. but the thing is there is no TRAIN AT ALL! [cos we miss the last train!]hahahs.No choice but to take cabby! =) so meanwhile take a shot!=)yay. basically that all! take care!

2007-01-11T12:43:00.000+08:00

Cant believe i din update for SO LONG! Anyway i din bother bout it either. =) Let me recall!
1st job is the BORING TERRA CAFE!In the beginning i find it fun as i could learn some cook skill.Unpredictable thing is that for the whole afternoon we were slacking around with no customer but FLIES! DIRTY! TSK.. +++ those cheif there are lyk so pervert!Cant stand it! Sorry For this period,pls let me comlain!FORGIVE ME GOD! =D
AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!.....
2nd job-WOOTS!Althought this job will lead my BUTT become rounder and BIGGER and make me FATTER,I STILL LOVE IT! Nah it was boring for the first few days..Guess what i'm doing for the boring days?!? STRAPPING THOSE UNWANTED PAPER!!!!! BORED isnt it! =( But when times go by they started to teach me new thigny bout the lousiest subject i had taken. POA!!!! Got my interest and wanted to learn more too...Iprefer this job then terra is because

People are nice and friendly
take jokes
patience
lovable=)

that all i wanan tag for now! GONNA RUSH FOR DOCUMENT LE!!!

TAKE CARE GUYs!!

MEET UP AGN!!

2006-11-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

Start off with a traditional way ba..
Dear Diary:Yea!Rachel gonna end her exam real soon!And you won't get to see her anymore!HEHE!On monday rachel met up with her butt JULIANA! Surprisly they still got alot of things to talk!You all might be surprise that they actually will meet up and go out? HEHE! They went to study POA![someone POA damn pro hur,Can say oh depreciation ask me ask me larss!]HAHA! Early in the morning Rachel was lining up in the JE library,BUT someone still have the cheek to eat with her mother!say WHO? HAHA! It alright anyway =) SWEATING PROFUSELY,U will be scare when u are lining up with ALL THE KIASU PEOPLE.Tell u, they really CHIONGSTER !PHEW!Thank God! Rachel is fast enough to get hold on one table with 4 seater! =) [Come'on praise Rachel JULIANA!]HEHE!Guess what?!?! There is this Survey guy going to every table to do surevey bout awardness? As he is on this way to our table,my head getting lower and lower toward the table.Nah,RACHEL is KIND enough to let JULIANA interact with the GUY! Ehs GOOD CHANCE JULIANA?HEHE! SEE i sacrifice Ehs to let u TALK to the GUY! HEHE! [Thank RAchel for that!] =)After On we have our break at 4 and they look around for the thingy which juliana wanted to look for,but we cant manage to find it! As we move on to level 2 they saw a small shop selling alot of things containing HELLO KITTY! whose FAV is THAT? HEHE! Both of the girls bought 10 small bookmarks at $1! [CHEAP CHEAP!] After on we went to look at handphone and both the them decided to buy the similar phone![NOKIA WALKMAN!] Until both of them have the $$! HEHE! Cant wait to GO MOS! After my prayer meeting got to CHIONG DOWN AND DANCE! WOOTS! =)JULIANA Meet up RACHEL again OKAY! WILL MISS YOU LOTSA! =)

2006-10-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

<--hui zhen and me!
should be thinking how come out of a a blue moon i would put her picture up in my blog again?because.... SHE COME TO SINGAPORE AND WORK! Weet~ got to meet her up after my exam and i will drag her to go shopping with me! haha! I'm duper happy when i chat with her in msn and she told me she is working in singapore! shall invite her to my house and stay one day! haha! Finally my good friend is back again! Hui zhen hui zhen missing ur laughter now le! hahhas! when we go out we must really enjoy ourself yay?!? hahas! MUG HARD EVERYONE!
** weii bao li! remind me of out tues date! [study!] hahas! I'm old okay,understand? hahhas! [U BIG NOSE!]

2006-10-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

Ytd hang out with my friend after my tuition! Guess what! He bough me a roxy bag as my birthday gift! Weet~ but my birthday was over for soooo many months! THANK! He's flying off tmr to brunei hopefully he will not die there! =( [bad larss!] kidding.. hahahs.! Gosh~ O level is lyk only left with just one week plus? I'm nervous! RoarSS!! Every subjects seem to be incomplete,I'm afraid that I will fall one day! Sigh! What is friendship? Should I really go and care so much?Sigh. Whatever. If it is meant to be my friend then it mine,if it does not meant to be mine no matter how I go and refresh it,it will never be back agn.I should not go and think so much just go and study for my O and after O get a job and start making friends! =) I really duo wan to taste the bitterness of losing a friend. NO! Guess I'm going crazy. Shall stop my entries here! =) TAke care friends!

2006-10-20T00:05:00.000+08:00

GRADUATION NITEY IS THE MOST MEMORAL THINGY TODAY! =)

Today is the last time we will be singing SCHOOL SONG!Everythingy seem to be the last day for US.Time is lyk passing us so FAST can.. How I wish I could turn back the time =( Is lyk everyone is going separate ways after TODAY.How sad. Suddenly I felt that my class had quite a strong bonding with each other even we had a conflict before.Everyone is enjoying themselves, included myself!Wee~ We took alot photos in the canteen itself.[So much that it is uncountable!] I was lyk chasing after every single teachers to take photo with me!EXCEPT MR HO!eeks..Thank hur jia wei for asking me whether do I want to take photo with him cause he help me for the past three year,but I duo wish too. hahhas! Even there no one to take I will not choose him =P [bad larss me!] Was having a a lot of fun taking photos with the guys and girls!Surprisingly those we din know also took photo with us and we took it with them! =) Another thingy that makes me REALLY SUPER HAPPY! Woots~ [cant stop thinking] Out of the blue moon, H.Y suddenly came talking to me. I was so exhilarated but at the same time bewildered!Curiosity came the better of me and I really wanted to know what going on btw me and her.Is it better to ask or should I just shut my mouth up?[wondering] hahas.But at least today it brighten up my day so much!THANK! I really miss my classmates esp those who CARE for me! Thank u GUYS! LOVE U ALL ALWAYS AND HOPE WE WILL MEET UP AGN AFTER O! LASTLY MUGGG HARD FOR THE O LEVEL! JIA YOU JIA YOU!

[**Miss Yeong is so nice larss,make for each and everyone a keychain with our name written on it!THANK!]